Asking God to come back into my life after more than several years of doing life on my own, or at least that’s what I thought, was the very first step in what led me to ever meeting the one of a kind helper that God placed on this Earth for me.

Crawling out from years of depression and past failures, I began to see a change in my life with Jesus my Lord and savior at the center of it. I remember sitting and praying for hours in the empty closet of a house that was under contract to be sold within the next few days, about my future and marriage, ultimately the woman whom I believed God had for me. I had no idea who she was or even how to find her, but I knew she was out there and I felt like the purpose that God had for me was on hold without her. When I left out of that closet, I picked up the only thing that was left in one room of that house, which was a card with a Bible verse that read “He who finds a wife finds a good thing and obtains favor from the Lord.” This is a verse that I will never forget because I knew then that God was listening to me and I knew that it was my mission to find her. Fast forward another year, after the house is sold, many other things occurred which are for another time, but one thing that should be noted is that I started to pursue music and using my vocal talent that I was blessed with for the Lord. After praying and waiting for over a year, God finally spoke to me telling me that my wife was in Austin Texas, even while I was far away from her in Mississippi. He spoke to me so profoundly every day that as soon as I would open my eyes from a night of rest in Mississippi, he would ask me repeatedly “Why aren’t you in Austin yet?”. I must admit, I had many concerns and had never even been to Austin before. Eventually, I let go of the worries about how I would get the money or how I would find work or even what studio to go to and made a decision to just let God lead the way. When I got to Austin, and I should note that it wasn’t without the enemy trying to do all that he could to keep me from getting or even staying there, God led me to “Warm Studios” in Austin Texas which is where I met the amazing and beautiful love my life, my one and only woman, my spirit mate, Jershika…

Before God Allowed Casey to come into my life, it was just God, my family, & my church family. That’s all I knew. I had never been in love before or even been in a real relationship. I worked hard on my job, sing at church just about every Sunday, & went home. This is what I was good at. I would always have a smile on my face and would always put others first rather than myself. For many years, doing that built up a wall of loneliness, abandonment, & rejection, to a point that it pushed me into a deep depression that no one knew about. Eventually, on June 25th of 2023, I just had all I could take and drove myself to a nearby park, took my weapon and intended to end it all that day. I drove around this park to find the most discreet spot I could find, sat at the bench and began writing a letter to leave to my family. Then a bird came making all this noise flying over me trying to get my attention to look up. The moment I looked up I saw on the bench pavilion in chalk writing … “God loves you”. I couldn’t believe my eyes.. so much so I had to take a picture to make sure I wasn’t seeing things. For a moment I thought to myself at the lowest moment of my life God just wanted to remind me that he still loves me, & at that moment that’s what stopped me from doing the unthinkable. God needed me to know he has greater plans for me, & he went chasing me down that day to remind me. I believe from that day forward was when life started to truly change for me. I prayed for many things during that season, but the one thing I prayed for most of all was for my kingdom spirit mate to find me, I was just so tired of being alone.
I knew God was preparing me to be a wife …I just didn’t realize how soon. Well “The prayers of the righteous availeth much James 5:16

Five months later from the day I was going to end it all, on November 13, 2023 I was asked to come to “Warm Studios” in Austin, Texas to sing backgrounds for some guy doing a Rascal Flatts song called “I’m Moving on” so I agreed to it. I started learning the song, & was ready to record. On November 15, 2023 was the day I met my husband. Casey walked in so humble & kind and ready to sing for us. I didn’t know at that moment he was my husband but I knew he was going to make a good friend.

The rest is His-Story & I mean God because he is still writing our story.